I must be Out of mind!!!!
” Asal dengan u nie ??? Tak habis habis lagik ker??? “
These few days kita asyik bertengkak ajer… It all started because and the story like this….
” Bi, how long kita nak macam nie? Asal kita takder anak Bi? U tak risau ker? “
His replied
” Risau sayang, mana tak risau… Agaknyer bukan rezeqi kita lagik tak …”
“Bi, kita pon melakukan dosa seh.. Tapi kenapa Allah hukum kita macam nie?? Mana salah kita Bi “
” kena redha sayang …. “
And this part of conversation make him really really angry with me….
” Then kalau mcm nie.. U kawin lain .. Tinggalkan i… Pergi senangkan semua ahli keluarga u… Kasi zuriat dan generation untuk Keluarga u …”
and boleh agak kan apa yang berlaku…
And things getting worst….
And worst….
I can’t breath.. I can’t catch up with the world animore…
I just need him to be happy… His family… Dont bother about me…
I noe how to heal my wound….
Even it takes me 10 years to accept the reality….
