I must be Out of mind!!!!

March 17, 2009 at 4:46 am (1)

” Asal dengan u nie ??? Tak habis habis lagik ker??? ”

These few days kita asyik bertengkak ajer… It all started because and the story like this….

” Bi, how long kita nak macam nie? Asal kita takder anak Bi? U tak risau ker? ”

His replied

” Risau sayang, mana tak risau… Agaknyer bukan rezeqi kita lagik tak …”

“Bi, kita pon melakukan dosa seh.. Tapi kenapa Allah hukum kita macam nie?? Mana salah kita Bi ”

” kena redha sayang …. ”

And this part of conversation make him really really angry with me….

” Then kalau mcm nie.. U kawin lain .. Tinggalkan i… Pergi senangkan semua ahli keluarga u… Kasi zuriat dan generation untuk Keluarga u …”

and boleh agak kan apa yang berlaku…

And things getting worst….

And worst….

I can’t breath.. I can’t catch up with the world animore…

I just need him to be happy… His family… Dont bother about me…

I noe how to heal my wound….

Even it takes me 10 years to accept the reality….

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